I have just realized that, despite not listening to the Rent soundtrack for a very long time, I cannot use the phrase "you okay?" without including the word "honey" and then thinking "I'm afraid so." This is probably also why I can't hear the phrase "halfway there" without thinking "livin' on a prayer" or...you know. If I could use my brain for real things, I would be Smart and Powerful! I have a vast repository of these kind of connections, I know the words to most of the songs on the radio, but I do not remember most of the things I actually worked on learning. Whatevs, brain.
Today I went to my acupuncture appointment, City Market, and the library. I was productive and Did Things. Then, after lunch, I realized I was getting The Cold. I have been sort of expecting The Cold for a while now, but it didn't come...until today. I have been largely sitting around feeling run-down ever since. I am hoping to dose myself heavily with vitamins and tea and through that and sheer force of will, be better in a day or two. This is a thing I can do, right? RIGHT.
I have been feeling frustrated with money ever since the hours I spent awake in the middle of the night the other night, worrying about things like money. We're fine, really, but...okay. I think a lot of my frustration is over the amount I spend maintaining myself. ( Further rambling behind cut - it's good for my brain to list this stuff out or something? )
Whoa what just happened there, with all that writing about nothing particularly important? It's The Cold talking, maybe. I should go make some tea. Feel free to ignore the rambling girl in the bathrobe...
Today I went to my acupuncture appointment, City Market, and the library. I was productive and Did Things. Then, after lunch, I realized I was getting The Cold. I have been sort of expecting The Cold for a while now, but it didn't come...until today. I have been largely sitting around feeling run-down ever since. I am hoping to dose myself heavily with vitamins and tea and through that and sheer force of will, be better in a day or two. This is a thing I can do, right? RIGHT.
I have been feeling frustrated with money ever since the hours I spent awake in the middle of the night the other night, worrying about things like money. We're fine, really, but...okay. I think a lot of my frustration is over the amount I spend maintaining myself. ( Further rambling behind cut - it's good for my brain to list this stuff out or something? )
Whoa what just happened there, with all that writing about nothing particularly important? It's The Cold talking, maybe. I should go make some tea. Feel free to ignore the rambling girl in the bathrobe...