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[mangofandango]

Freezing rain and general ambivalence about when to leave is kind of keeping us home for tonight. I sort of wanted to go tonight, even though I do also relish the opportunity to sleep in my own bed and relax for the evening. I'm feeling pressure, even though it's possible that none exists at this very moment, to be everywhere at once this weekend, so that everyone gets Quality Time and I can avoid guilt trips (hi mom) and so on. But I also know that all I can do is my best, and I'll get to spend some time with each family, and it will be what it is. I'm feeling a mild, lonely angstiness as a result of this percieved pressure and because we're stuck here now whether we want to leave tonight or not, because of the ice. Also, the low level migraine I've had for 3 days. So boo.

I can, however, console myself with a nap, right?

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[jennifer0246.livejournal.com]

we're staying put tonight too, and travelling in the AM. i wish you a very merry christmas, miss sarah!

[mangofandango.livejournal.com]

You too, Miss Jen. :)

PS - I totally watched Pluto's Christmas tree last night and squeed over the part in your icon. :)